It--it's not that strange! I just--really like him and talking to him makes me happy, and we have a lot of things in common, and I think he's been flirting with me every now and then...
[ The second it comes out of her mouth there is INSTA-REGRET
Maybe she shouldn't have told this to someone who has it as "competition" ]
I wasn't kidding when I said I went into Kimihiro's heart. I saw what it looked like and... I didn't live it, but I felt it. A hundred year's worth of loneliness... It's part of what pushed me to be more forward.
It's just really amazing to me that this even is something that maybe he could have. Even if it does put me at direct odds with him. And honestly, maybe he would respond positively. I don't think he's flirted with me, but he's definitely reminded me he's not dead.
[ Whelp, she still doesn't understand what that means, but she's guessing it's metaphysical of some kind, so she'll go with that. ]
That's...also why I've been talking to him more. Syaoran-san asked me to keep bringing Watanuki-kun food to keep him company. Maybe not for a century, but I do know what it's like to feel really lonely, so I didn't mind keeping up with it.
That I can't fundamentally understand him, or something like that. Nirrti keeps going on and on about how Witches and humans are different, we saw that in those visions, and--he's a hundred years older than me, and--
[ ...... ]
--there's just a lot of things I can't do for him, or to help him, because I'm a human.
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fullbodied) wrote2019-04-27 05:41 pm
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Ann is...okay with this? ]
It is? I-I mean, it's really trivial compared to things like the mystery and the trials, but...
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in most normal circumstances]
Yeah, you like two different people. Even if I'm not the one you choose, that's a normal problem to have. It's... gotta be a little refreshing.
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Sakura shuffles a bit, feeling awkward. ]
I've never had this problem before. [ She's loved the same guy for like, 5 years. ]
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[she places a hand lightly over Sakura's.]
I don't want any weirdness, y'know?
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...yes, I understand. The thing is, though, I'm...not sure if this is something that's, um...on his radar, so to speak?
[ Seeing as she hasn't clarified who "he" is yet, let's hear Ann's guess ]
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[she has to consider the 'he' question for a minute, actually.
there... aren't actually many boys left.]
... Who is he? I mean... most of the guys are...
[she pauses.]
Um... Furniture?
1/2
2/2
[ Oh lord in Heaven you can just see the dokidoki on her face. ]
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Really?!
[so that's who her competition is
her shocked look is only marred by the slightest of blushes]
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Sakura immediately clams up, shoulders hunched. ]
It--it's not that strange! I just--really like him and talking to him makes me happy, and we have a lot of things in common, and I think he's been flirting with me every now and then...
[ The second it comes out of her mouth there is INSTA-REGRET
Maybe she shouldn't have told this to someone who has it as "competition" ]
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[she smiles a bit, and admits slowly, once it processes.]
... I'm really happy for him.
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[ how did she end up telling her boy doki problems to her girl doki ]
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Ah... Maybe I'm cheating because I've been inside his heart but... I'm just really, really happy.
Even if nothing happens, you still feel like you can say something...
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[ a sigh ]
His heart? What are you talking about?
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I wasn't kidding when I said I went into Kimihiro's heart. I saw what it looked like and... I didn't live it, but I felt it. A hundred year's worth of loneliness... It's part of what pushed me to be more forward.
It's just really amazing to me that this even is something that maybe he could have. Even if it does put me at direct odds with him. And honestly, maybe he would respond positively. I don't think he's flirted with me, but he's definitely reminded me he's not dead.
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That's...also why I've been talking to him more. Syaoran-san asked me to keep bringing Watanuki-kun food to keep him company. Maybe not for a century, but I do know what it's like to feel really lonely, so I didn't mind keeping up with it.
[ And then, you know, tangential dokis. ]
I'm just...worried about something.
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[it's okay, she can set that aside for now]
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[ ...... ]
--there's just a lot of things I can't do for him, or to help him, because I'm a human.
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You're overthinking it.
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[ I can't believe Ann just torpedoed her own ship and is now wingman ]