I wasn't kidding when I said I went into Kimihiro's heart. I saw what it looked like and... I didn't live it, but I felt it. A hundred year's worth of loneliness... It's part of what pushed me to be more forward.
It's just really amazing to me that this even is something that maybe he could have. Even if it does put me at direct odds with him. And honestly, maybe he would respond positively. I don't think he's flirted with me, but he's definitely reminded me he's not dead.
[ Whelp, she still doesn't understand what that means, but she's guessing it's metaphysical of some kind, so she'll go with that. ]
That's...also why I've been talking to him more. Syaoran-san asked me to keep bringing Watanuki-kun food to keep him company. Maybe not for a century, but I do know what it's like to feel really lonely, so I didn't mind keeping up with it.
That I can't fundamentally understand him, or something like that. Nirrti keeps going on and on about how Witches and humans are different, we saw that in those visions, and--he's a hundred years older than me, and--
[ ...... ]
--there's just a lot of things I can't do for him, or to help him, because I'm a human.
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fullbodied) wrote2019-04-27 05:41 pm
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[she smiles a bit, and admits slowly, once it processes.]
... I'm really happy for him.
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[ how did she end up telling her boy doki problems to her girl doki ]
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Ah... Maybe I'm cheating because I've been inside his heart but... I'm just really, really happy.
Even if nothing happens, you still feel like you can say something...
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[ a sigh ]
His heart? What are you talking about?
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I wasn't kidding when I said I went into Kimihiro's heart. I saw what it looked like and... I didn't live it, but I felt it. A hundred year's worth of loneliness... It's part of what pushed me to be more forward.
It's just really amazing to me that this even is something that maybe he could have. Even if it does put me at direct odds with him. And honestly, maybe he would respond positively. I don't think he's flirted with me, but he's definitely reminded me he's not dead.
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That's...also why I've been talking to him more. Syaoran-san asked me to keep bringing Watanuki-kun food to keep him company. Maybe not for a century, but I do know what it's like to feel really lonely, so I didn't mind keeping up with it.
[ And then, you know, tangential dokis. ]
I'm just...worried about something.
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[it's okay, she can set that aside for now]
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[ ...... ]
--there's just a lot of things I can't do for him, or to help him, because I'm a human.
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You're overthinking it.
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[ I can't believe Ann just torpedoed her own ship and is now wingman ]