The first time when I was on the verge of death... it was hazy, muddled, and I only had fleeting moments of clarity. I was vaguely aware of what was going on around me, but I was powerless to stop it.
This death wasn't like that. What's dead should be gone, but I can't really say that can I?
Death is death. And I've always been different, I guess. [ He supplies unhelpfully and maybe depressingly, but then he continues. ]
There were always all these crazy obaasan in Sotoba talking about one superstition or another. Maybe it's catching up to me after all this time. They would even say things like: if you pray hard enough during obon your thoughts would reach those who passed on.
... You know, Shadow's been here this whole time, but I've never asked him what his priorities are. I get the sense it's 'look after your witch.' But that's about it.
[ That's fine he doesn't seem to mind any, and he leans back onto the bed a bit more. ]
Mhmm. I don't like riddles either, but sometimes you need to do things properly. Otherwise someone will just talk your ear off about dangers and all of that.
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fullbodied) wrote2019-04-16 02:02 pm
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[which is frightening because... ryuji.]
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What's dead is dead, right? That's how things should be.
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So it's like a new life.
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Did I ever tell you what it was like when I died the first time?
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[said lightly. but she's listening.]
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[ Sighing, he closes his eyes a moment. ]
The first time when I was on the verge of death... it was hazy, muddled, and I only had fleeting moments of clarity. I was vaguely aware of what was going on around me, but I was powerless to stop it.
This death wasn't like that. What's dead should be gone, but I can't really say that can I?
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[she'd apologize for being dumb, but there's... hope. somehow.]
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There were always all these crazy obaasan in Sotoba talking about one superstition or another. Maybe it's catching up to me after all this time. They would even say things like: if you pray hard enough during obon your thoughts would reach those who passed on.
Bakamoichigei, mn?
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Somehow. But I'm surprised that you're willing to share that with me.
[she leans against a wall, looking back at him.]
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My priorities are different now. And I'm not a piece in the game like you are anymore.
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Okay. Can you share anything else that you might know...? After all of that?
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[ His body language doesn't quite match his dismissal here. ]
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And I'm very grateful for that.
[but also, she's not leaving.]
But if it's like everything else, it's a riddle.
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Mhmm. I don't like riddles either, but sometimes you need to do things properly. Otherwise someone will just talk your ear off about dangers and all of that.
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Because it hasn't to me. Somehow.
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[ Luckily someone else took that obvious bait first, ty Shadow. ]
Surprised no one's really tried besides, though.
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